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Tipsy version..

The real deal on the field..


The cute one..
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BWAHAHAHAHAHAH!!!!

KAPPEEESHH!

So bored and so fast the ride was.

Boooooring......yawn.

Neeeeeeext.. -_-

daze of our lives.

hahahahaah..

I havent been active in here these days init? Well, thats becoz i got so much in my hands. Busy like a freakin' bee and like Ivan on farmville harvesting blueberries and making moolahs in texas hold em poker. =P

Again about life, much has happened. It's 4am and im still awake coz my bed's occupied with a couple of lovebirds supposed to be awake and leaving back to Brunei so here i am. Finished checkin out vids of a superb talented young lad and chatting.

Here's to summarize some bizarre and awesome moments of my life so far.

- discovered that i no longer have that stamina of partying hard as much as i used to. Hangover's pretty bad these days and my face is showing its effect.

- am having some stout right now =P

- is happy for someone for discovering new love. Best story of the year. YES! finally man... phew.

- knew of so many dark sides reveiled from respective individuals that are way too raw to mention.

- had a, as mentioned, bizarre activity involved with 2 other person. Phenomenal.

- spamming is now a job. =P

- desired

- this will be the highlight of the year but right now, one of the most respected and well known and highly sought of a person with all its glory is trying to get in my pants.

how lovely huh -_-

for image sake and from a fan, I cannot disclose anything but to endure and I don't know if this is flattering but for sure, it's awkward (and a lil shocking, I was struck by lightning) but despite of it all, it's mysterious to some extent and curiousity is to blame.

hmm..

- gaddamit, so many people hookin up with each other, cupids are sure as busy as hell they deserve some pay raise.

- have soo many great people but gots no time to actually really, really keep in touch :( *sigh*

- missing an annoying friend

- did my 1st wedding photography and totally got freaked out by it. I can't stand the pressure!

...and stuffs like that.

I must say that life is still electrifying and full of adventure and surprises I am dumbfounded left speechless with nothing to hold but a mouthful of gratitude and love for the freedom that's priceless and that is better than life.

There's a fine line in everything and to all this, i find beauty in all and if you look closely, you shall see what i mean. See the kitten sleeping under a christmas tree ? :)

I wouldn't trade life for another.

3:56 am

You know they're that close to bein real brothers when you actually feel like killin' them..(sometimes)

seriously..

..and you know that when you're all alone here in this town they can really be like sisters..

..and oh i hardly feel like killin this bro coz he's just plain nice..

speakin of sisters before, i miss my genetic ones..

..sometime's the road's tough and we all get irritated w each other in a way or two but they can give you what your boyfriends suck at.

sweet huh?

haha. ech!

Anyways, I guess we're aight. And I guess we're just tight.

Bless.

♥♥♥♥

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:S

what are the odds.

My sister left to KL and she left her handbag here..with her KL house keys in it. And now she's back and then she left to KL again, with that very same hand bag...

.........with my house keys in it.

WHAT.THE.FCUK.

dear life, i don't know what to think of this.

give me a break.

the last card, the last move

I'm throwing in my last card and hope that this will win me a ticket to some meaning to life.

A leap of Faith. With millions of hope and prayers of mercy from the One above.

If the last card eventually turns out to be one ticket to hell, then.. I guess I have no choice but to head to my last resort.

I want mom to be happy.

I want everyone to be happy.

I want to make a difference.

I want us all to be fine.

Sincerity. Is hard to find. I've met alot of people in sheeps skin that would say anything but do not walk the talk. Apparently, some are those I call friends or even, family. Not blood family though.. coz we're that tight, I'd do anything to help if I could. Seeing one fall is not an easy thing. But when seeing yourself fall, and they let you fall, is heartbreaking deep inside, silently goes unheard.

So how do we tally this?

Fear is there to protect us. Doubt is there because it's a dog eats dog world man. Forgiveness is the sweetest revenge but it takes a whole lot of courage to actually forgive and let go.

I'm under a big risk now at this minute but all that is in my head is the word Fuck it

At least in future, when I think back, I'd say that I've dared myself to move. I've dared to cross the line and I did it. Knowing that I might be a fool but at least I took a step. Shrugs.

As long as I know am being really true and sincere, I am glad and satisfied when I die. I wanna die happy. Who wants to die with a frown and a million wrinkles on their forehead because of too much worries and leave your kids suffering.

Screw ye people who delight in other peoples suffering (unless they really really deserve it..like rapists n shit).

Come on, we're all grown up for pete's sake to tell what's good and what's bad. Dare to do, dare to face the consequences.

So come get me. I dare you to move.

heh... think Texas hold 'em Poker and Chess.

;) ...all in! check mate!