Life thus far..

Hey bloggo. I seriously have no idea on what to talk about mahn. It's been too long since I really really blog about things in my life. So far, March has been a lil less hectic than last mth. But i do have a lot of events in line but I really am goin thru a tough time trying to get my ass in everything. Because of that, I end up bein pretty tired and not to mention, always seemed to be in a rush and I forgot heaps of things along the way..not to mention, I forgot the faces of people I met along the way. That's the sucky part. Especially when you're dealing with being in the media line and a job that requires you to meet all sorts of ppl that comes and go so it's really important to actually remember.

I am exhausted.. yet I keep fighting and fighting my way through. What I noticed about life is that there's always a yin and yang situation. Such as, when you're having one helluva time out there, somethings gotta give. So I feel like there's an unseen aura goin on and it's pretty much complex, whatmore..explain in the most simplest words.

But would you understand me if I'd be arsed to explain? No big deal.

Ah..one more thing man, let's go on the subject of the people in our lives. Or were in our lives. Aight? Ok... here's the go, situation went out of hand before. We thought that it was all ok and that we thought that we were having fun, meant to be and happened for whatever fuck reason. Then at the end of the 'all fun comes to an end', we all go away. Let it go and start over. But what if it resurfaces up again and hit you right in your bloody face and what tha hell was I thinking question. And some people just NEVER grow up. Seriously. And hell no mahn, i so disagree on the fact that they thought that I am the same like them. I am so much different!

Go cry like a gurl. Go!

If you just can't shut da fuck up about what happened, ask yourself...what's the point? Attention seeker? The triumphant feeling? The need for feeling awesome? Think back! Think twice before you wanna talk man. Coz it's so lame and shows that you're a no wonder. Pah!!

I miss having pets. But I know am not ready for one. Nor do I have a suitable place for one. And plus, I might end up neglecting them due to my tight schedule. Where I get my pet fix is at a mates place where he got a cat and 2 adorable dogs to play with.

Gawd, I still miss my Chubey..he's the best.

Anyways, I just came back from a discussion with 2 mates over beer and the editors lil birthday gathering at the mag's ofc. Had super yummy chicken wings and some alcy as well.. simple yet just nice for a lil wind down nite. Wednesday was fucking crazy..I ended up sleeping in the car =_= then got sick the next day.

Back to work later.. another day of watching the simple world go by. Just so glad that I have a few friends working in the same building which I look forward to meeting if possible just for a lil chat over the desk or even for coffee @ the kopitiam. We'd say goodbye then go on again doing our thing. After work, I'm rarely alone until after midnight. So yea, that's sorta like the kind of pattern I go thru each day but it varies. Really.

So yea, that's the general thing to say here. i dont know if its really that so, thinking of making a new tattoo man. I got my blood tested today, watching the needle pierced through my skin made me miss goin through the pain of getting a tattoo. I was a lil tensed up til my blood can't be sucked out man, just then I eased up a lil, blood rushed out like a bottle of beer spilled. Hmm..i wonder if there's any alcohol goin thru it as I drank the night before. Woopsy.

I'm itching to get a new pair of spankin sneakers this month. Yea, am in a sneakers craze now and it's stupid. This month I could only get myself a cap as the monthly reward to self whenever I get paid.

Tight! Tight! Tight!

Am yawning like a cow. I so gotta sleep..

namaste.