पागल - iTalk

वहत थे हेल ऍम लव तल्किंग अबाउट?

Alamak man .. ha ha ok now stop translating blogger. Now I don't even remembered what I typed up there. Funnyy XD

Had a very strong talk with a brother today. Apparently he helped me out in one of my problems this time around and I got 2 things down and a few more to go but Ima plan to whack em all on Friday. If God forbid me to get a break on that day, I guess Ima accept that. =_= With no complains. But if i complain today, that would be fine, no??

But I guess the good chi chi in me that's crawling out is gettin my cool out so yes, I shall now start to take slow breath in and outs. People have their limit. I guess I have mine. So being mad at one thing, too, does not last.

So yea, I thank those who have helped me in a way or 2, for opening the road for me for I could go, for the hope so I could live, for the jokes so I could laugh, for the reminder that my problem is not as bad and that I should've known better, for the loan of mean greens (or should I say blue/purple since we're in Malaysia) coz I was down to zero in hand, for the cute emoticons that makes me smile, for the encouragement, for the new oppurtunity(ies), the hugs, the pecks, the faith, the concern and such. All these little things I rarely get from a blood related one so it's a big deal within.

iThank you. Bows.

As I was having this fellowship with him, he did make a point or two. Power word: SURVIVE. In this harsh demanding world for energy from each other to make things work around you, never ever forget the very person that you can control:yourself. Who is going to protect you? Sure, the saying goes don't think of what (fill in) can do for you but what YOU can do for the (fill in). But at the end of the day..

Who 's gonna save your ass?

In every each and every one of us, there's a switch. You can either choose to switch it on or just leave it as it is. I myself, sometimes forgot to switch it on y'know coz sometimes, being human with no superpower, or director, personal coach and so forth, be damned by situations that are so what the fuck it's absolutely crazy man. So I'd end up bitchin' and slummed and there I go expressin' it in ways here n there. Yes am tired.. I still get tired because we need a break! Hell, even Kit Kat says it best! See? Take a break, have a Kit Kat (inside joke slot)..So we rounded up the chat and bid each other a good night. The beauty of it is that he does not really speak good english nor malay and as from time to time he speaks in his own dialect which I could only understand from word to word. I'd somehow rephrase them in english/malay and eventually he said "yeah man, exactly"..ditto.



You know, I noticed that the world is just a speck in the universe, even with everyone scattered everywhere, we're all under the same sky, and man, sometimes..we all think of the same thing at the same time..or get hurt at the same time. Like for instance, when am in facebook, I'd notice a couple or 3 status' that are more or likely the same. Like 2 person from different location would be saying that 'their feet hurts' or the other one would say 'kaki sakiiiiit!' then I'd notice another couple of status' thinking of the same thing. That one would love to have ikan goreng with cili padi and limau then the other one was like thinking of, I couldn't remember but I do remember it ended up with cili padi and limau as well. They're not connected to know each other but somehow..thinking or feeling the same thing. This happened alot in facebook statuses, I noticed. Football is a different story so that I won't point out!

After the chat, I went in the ride, texted and replied a few people and jammed the radio. A sense of strength to move on made it all right in just a few. I know it may sound a lil dramatic considering the fact of just one mishap and already, this made such a huge impact on me. Another friend said, this is a good thing in life because for him, he went through the same shit and it was even worst as he just moved to KK, just had a divorce, lost his wallet containing hard cash of 2k in it and had not much friends in KK..Who am I during that time? he said.. I remembered those time, we were all partying the shit out of us and I just got to know him.

"This is a lesson for you like it was for me, and it's not just the fact that you lost your belongings, it's the fact of starting over in a sense..like pickin up the pieces and knowing who cares around you and then when someone goes through the same shit like you did, you will be like me, to help and to share and understand because that's what they need most.."

True.

I hardly meet this guy, nor am I close to him but I bumped into him recently at a club and didn't realised that he was in front of me for an hour and he wasn't sure that it was me so he texted asking me where I was and I replied him and he turned and showed me his mobile, which I looked at 1st then looked at him and went OMFG!! Then drank the night away and he ended up letting me keep the card to his bottle which got stolen together with my bag now so fcuk that, it's a bait for now as I've told someone to inform the bar that whoever comes to claim that bottle will be put through INTERROGATION!! Imagine the shit I had to go through for a week!

At home, do whatever I needed to do, then here I am chillin in ma lil bourdoir, iTuning and going through some youtube's and was skippin about on tubes of my favourite stories which never fail to amaze me and be inspired. Deep inside, I learn from them. Naturally humble and gentle creatures that does not boast and dedicated. They deserve sooo much more in return IMHO. Later that, I ended up here in my blog after clicking on other random clips.

I have full respect for those who bites the dust, bleeds, who stands on their ground and protect their friends. I am still takin baby steps but I'm now learning how to soar in the sky because I guess now I just know how to fly.. I still fall.

Big LOVE to the lovers and haters. But none for the face offs.


Just dance, gonnabe okay..tadatodoo..


oh, these are ma current slow jams.. :) hearts!




iWhisper: My lil sis texted me this .."miss ya like monkey miss bananas"... Wonder where she got it from.. haha! but it definitely made me :)

I miss her..and am also missing his presence.. yuhhhhhhhhhhhhhh..z..z..

over and out.