daze of our lives.

hahahahaah..

I havent been active in here these days init? Well, thats becoz i got so much in my hands. Busy like a freakin' bee and like Ivan on farmville harvesting blueberries and making moolahs in texas hold em poker. =P

Again about life, much has happened. It's 4am and im still awake coz my bed's occupied with a couple of lovebirds supposed to be awake and leaving back to Brunei so here i am. Finished checkin out vids of a superb talented young lad and chatting.

Here's to summarize some bizarre and awesome moments of my life so far.

- discovered that i no longer have that stamina of partying hard as much as i used to. Hangover's pretty bad these days and my face is showing its effect.

- am having some stout right now =P

- is happy for someone for discovering new love. Best story of the year. YES! finally man... phew.

- knew of so many dark sides reveiled from respective individuals that are way too raw to mention.

- had a, as mentioned, bizarre activity involved with 2 other person. Phenomenal.

- spamming is now a job. =P

- desired

- this will be the highlight of the year but right now, one of the most respected and well known and highly sought of a person with all its glory is trying to get in my pants.

how lovely huh -_-

for image sake and from a fan, I cannot disclose anything but to endure and I don't know if this is flattering but for sure, it's awkward (and a lil shocking, I was struck by lightning) but despite of it all, it's mysterious to some extent and curiousity is to blame.

hmm..

- gaddamit, so many people hookin up with each other, cupids are sure as busy as hell they deserve some pay raise.

- have soo many great people but gots no time to actually really, really keep in touch :( *sigh*

- missing an annoying friend

- did my 1st wedding photography and totally got freaked out by it. I can't stand the pressure!

...and stuffs like that.

I must say that life is still electrifying and full of adventure and surprises I am dumbfounded left speechless with nothing to hold but a mouthful of gratitude and love for the freedom that's priceless and that is better than life.

There's a fine line in everything and to all this, i find beauty in all and if you look closely, you shall see what i mean. See the kitten sleeping under a christmas tree ? :)

I wouldn't trade life for another.