ooooo ahhh oooooooooo~~~~~

...kinda like a test vid by me because like I sed on ma youtube and FB, I had time to kill time back at work coz we got our internet connection cut so I guess there's nothing much to do but try to entertain ourselves when well, there's nothing to do. Here's what I did for the 1st time using iMovie on the macbook... oh yea, as mentioned b4, pause ma playlist waaaay at the bottom of this blog. Thanks for watching. These are just random clips I took from the lappy. There's alot more other fun time clips that I should've slotted in. Perhaps the next vid hey?

Maybe. :) Njoy sweethearts..

Lose Some Win Some

We all been thru shits. We all been thru hardships. Life is never an easy road.

Tell me something that you don't already know. Yes. We all know what I've written above this sentence. We all KNOW that deep in our head. As much as we would love to have an easy life, but it all takes determination and hardwork. And alot of pride to walk through. Make a stand, make it work..whatever it takes.

You know, sometimes... we need to lose something in order to realise something that you have taken for granted. Like a son under your nose. The one that you dared to swear upon in desperate times. The one that you should have prioritized at the 1st place. Things happen for a reason and now you know what's worth dying for. Words are not enough to prove that you care for something. Words are never enough. Why do you think the word LIE existed.

If you're attentive enough to see right through the words mentioned literally or verbally by an individual, you can see clearly on the surface ..or can even smell it from afar and tell if it's really for real. I guess you need to be a lil selfish sometimes..in a good way. So think twice before you want to admire something that's bollocks from the start. You will never know until you're in the infected ones shoes. But, of course.. who gives a shit right?

sucks on the dot.

Am currently not going through anything in any situation that's like above. These are just ma 2 cents in general. If I feel like spillin my thoughts in this blog, I will. Regardless.

I don't think too much, no. What's the fucking point. All I thought was there's just not enough time in a day to live it. :S Before you know it.. it's all over. I remember earlier this month, I was soo hoping this month would be over and it's already the 28th of April. Like whoa man.

It's been 3 mths and 28 days since this year started, what have I been through? Well, alot. Not much in terms of what I did but more like I've learned alot. Like really ALOT. The biggest slap on the face was what happened recently that totally beat the shit out of me. And yes, for the 1st time since I claimed that 09 has been a blast, it made it look like shit to me. At that moment but now that it's passed, things are fine.

This is the time that I was looking forward to during that moment. I am glad that it is now. But yada yada, yea I know that the wind of change can happen again anytime sooner or later. As long as you have your heart prepared, get the drill ready..you'll be armed and always have faith.

Never live life for someone else but for yourself if you have no commitment to anyone legally or biologically. SERIOUSLY. I have this one person in fb who constantly updates THE status about their puppy love shit going on...damn SO HAI man. What a joke. I feel like telling straight up that shit man, WAKE UP already and look at the big ass world around you. But I can't talk to someone like that, I would muntah darah and probably sakit mata because the fake lashes flapping around would fan my face too much, my eyes would dry up like the sahara. I bet they wouldn't even understand unless I talk about Hong Kong, LV's and saloons. Seriously, someone bring them to a rock concert or a boot camp and make em shake loose. Loosen up sister. You're missin out SOOOO much in the real world. I mean pffft..oklah fine, I don't hate them y'know, they're harmless yea. But if only y'see.. it's damn sad! :(






I previewed this post and I think I got my point scattered everywhere O_o.. not gonna bother arranging anythinglah. malas!

Peace.

ps: Pause playlist below blog before you check out this youtube. Love it.



Harsh reality of the world but that's how it works. Sad. Learn from the courageous side of things but not on vengeance. Too bad our rulers on earth can't do it on their own to fight.

Majorities needs the minorities to get the dirt job done. The minorities are usually smarter than these stupid majorities. But without the majorities, there are no minorities. I guess life has just got to be black and white.

How can the president fix other problems when he ain't fixed home yet
The earth wasn't made for one man to rule alone
To all colors increases, to home it belongs
I want land, mansions, banks and gold
The diamonds in Africa, oil in my control
The world's natural resources, all its residuals
But then comes foes, I have to gaurd it with missels
And I become the most wanted
But is it worth hearin a million people problems and followed by Secret Service
I guess, attempts at my life with loaded barrels
So move over Colin Powell or just throw in the towel

DUOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!

ATTENTION ALL PARTY PEOPLE OF ALL TRADESSS..!! STAND HUPPPPP!! 

To prove to the world what K K is really made off!

A party not to miss,through invites and tickets are entertained at this event only. Please do get your tickets because it is out!!

Definition of Double Trouble! ;

A venue with duo atmosphere, ROOF TOP PARTY!!

Kartelhitmen Dj Biggie and MC Syze!,

Guests' attendance girls (HOT!!) and GUYS (HOT!)

The Duo organizers = Double Trouble!!

Dress Code :

DRESS TO IMPRESS!! THE MAG AND THE PRESS!! *GLITZ AND GLAM BABY!!*

Star 360 will be doing the launching of Onitsuka Tiger limited edition shoes.

Solely music (Electro Hip Hop & House) for that night without any live bands involved.

There will be a red carpet photography session (like how they do it at the Oscar's in Hollywood) as guests arrive at the entrance (on the 6th floor) to be featured into BREEZE magazine and press media.

Japanese food(Wagamama Sushi) will be provided in for all the party guests’.

Every guest will also receive a exclusive goodie bag from Star 360 which consist of shopping vouchers, Core Fitness’s free gym trial passes, magazines and many more cool goodies!!

The DUO will also be having a surprise and mysterious session that night which will also hype up the crowd and also enable them to win cold hard cash up to rm1000.

There will also be lucky draw session which we will be giving out limited Onitsuka Tiger Bags, 1year free of Gym membership, Wagamama vouchers up to Rm500, Arcade credit to use at Boo Boo Land and many more...

Watch out people it's coming your way!!

Tickets can be bought at :

Star 360 - 1Borneo

Elusion Lounge - Courtyard 1Borneo

Sony Ericsson - 2nd Floor, 1Borneo 

Core Fitness - City Mall

Ticket Pricing :-

Rm 55 (early birds)

Rm 70 (after 8th of May)

*Tickets are limited*

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Now what the hell is Onitsuka Tiger? Click here to go their website and check it out. www.onitsukatiger.com

They're shoes.  ^_^

Helu! :)

It's a good day to blog, i feel. So here I am at work, yes..I guess I've let by gones be by gones from what has happened when it comes to ma work and my pist off moment with the supervisor. We're ok now..for now but from time to time, he can act up again but I'll just brush it off and tell myself that it's just him. So til then, i'll just bite myself off.

My blog is now with a music playlist like waaaay at the bottom. So if it annoys the crap outta you, just click pause because you might be listening to your own music back home/ofc/etc. And click pause too, when you wanna check out some youtubes that I blog along with. I know, a lil hassle but when am online, my own blog will be my own music player sometimes :). Its faster to update than to dload songs. I'll just leave this site open and let the music flow.

Days have gone by, and soon enough this months gonna be over. Feelin more relaxed now than the weeks before. What am missing now is a really good crazy moments with my girlfriends and my sisters. And going to the movies..it's been a while and i can't seem to find the time!

I should make time.

So yea, just wanna say hey and that I am ok. :) hope the world is too.

Remember to play your cards right and never show anyone your last card. Words from a long term fighter to a lil fighter. I'm a believer.

One love.

Celebrate life..

..with dance and music :)

पागल - iTalk

वहत थे हेल ऍम लव तल्किंग अबाउट?

Alamak man .. ha ha ok now stop translating blogger. Now I don't even remembered what I typed up there. Funnyy XD

Had a very strong talk with a brother today. Apparently he helped me out in one of my problems this time around and I got 2 things down and a few more to go but Ima plan to whack em all on Friday. If God forbid me to get a break on that day, I guess Ima accept that. =_= With no complains. But if i complain today, that would be fine, no??

But I guess the good chi chi in me that's crawling out is gettin my cool out so yes, I shall now start to take slow breath in and outs. People have their limit. I guess I have mine. So being mad at one thing, too, does not last.

So yea, I thank those who have helped me in a way or 2, for opening the road for me for I could go, for the hope so I could live, for the jokes so I could laugh, for the reminder that my problem is not as bad and that I should've known better, for the loan of mean greens (or should I say blue/purple since we're in Malaysia) coz I was down to zero in hand, for the cute emoticons that makes me smile, for the encouragement, for the new oppurtunity(ies), the hugs, the pecks, the faith, the concern and such. All these little things I rarely get from a blood related one so it's a big deal within.

iThank you. Bows.

As I was having this fellowship with him, he did make a point or two. Power word: SURVIVE. In this harsh demanding world for energy from each other to make things work around you, never ever forget the very person that you can control:yourself. Who is going to protect you? Sure, the saying goes don't think of what (fill in) can do for you but what YOU can do for the (fill in). But at the end of the day..

Who 's gonna save your ass?

In every each and every one of us, there's a switch. You can either choose to switch it on or just leave it as it is. I myself, sometimes forgot to switch it on y'know coz sometimes, being human with no superpower, or director, personal coach and so forth, be damned by situations that are so what the fuck it's absolutely crazy man. So I'd end up bitchin' and slummed and there I go expressin' it in ways here n there. Yes am tired.. I still get tired because we need a break! Hell, even Kit Kat says it best! See? Take a break, have a Kit Kat (inside joke slot)..So we rounded up the chat and bid each other a good night. The beauty of it is that he does not really speak good english nor malay and as from time to time he speaks in his own dialect which I could only understand from word to word. I'd somehow rephrase them in english/malay and eventually he said "yeah man, exactly"..ditto.



You know, I noticed that the world is just a speck in the universe, even with everyone scattered everywhere, we're all under the same sky, and man, sometimes..we all think of the same thing at the same time..or get hurt at the same time. Like for instance, when am in facebook, I'd notice a couple or 3 status' that are more or likely the same. Like 2 person from different location would be saying that 'their feet hurts' or the other one would say 'kaki sakiiiiit!' then I'd notice another couple of status' thinking of the same thing. That one would love to have ikan goreng with cili padi and limau then the other one was like thinking of, I couldn't remember but I do remember it ended up with cili padi and limau as well. They're not connected to know each other but somehow..thinking or feeling the same thing. This happened alot in facebook statuses, I noticed. Football is a different story so that I won't point out!

After the chat, I went in the ride, texted and replied a few people and jammed the radio. A sense of strength to move on made it all right in just a few. I know it may sound a lil dramatic considering the fact of just one mishap and already, this made such a huge impact on me. Another friend said, this is a good thing in life because for him, he went through the same shit and it was even worst as he just moved to KK, just had a divorce, lost his wallet containing hard cash of 2k in it and had not much friends in KK..Who am I during that time? he said.. I remembered those time, we were all partying the shit out of us and I just got to know him.

"This is a lesson for you like it was for me, and it's not just the fact that you lost your belongings, it's the fact of starting over in a sense..like pickin up the pieces and knowing who cares around you and then when someone goes through the same shit like you did, you will be like me, to help and to share and understand because that's what they need most.."

True.

I hardly meet this guy, nor am I close to him but I bumped into him recently at a club and didn't realised that he was in front of me for an hour and he wasn't sure that it was me so he texted asking me where I was and I replied him and he turned and showed me his mobile, which I looked at 1st then looked at him and went OMFG!! Then drank the night away and he ended up letting me keep the card to his bottle which got stolen together with my bag now so fcuk that, it's a bait for now as I've told someone to inform the bar that whoever comes to claim that bottle will be put through INTERROGATION!! Imagine the shit I had to go through for a week!

At home, do whatever I needed to do, then here I am chillin in ma lil bourdoir, iTuning and going through some youtube's and was skippin about on tubes of my favourite stories which never fail to amaze me and be inspired. Deep inside, I learn from them. Naturally humble and gentle creatures that does not boast and dedicated. They deserve sooo much more in return IMHO. Later that, I ended up here in my blog after clicking on other random clips.

I have full respect for those who bites the dust, bleeds, who stands on their ground and protect their friends. I am still takin baby steps but I'm now learning how to soar in the sky because I guess now I just know how to fly.. I still fall.

Big LOVE to the lovers and haters. But none for the face offs.


Just dance, gonnabe okay..tadatodoo..


oh, these are ma current slow jams.. :) hearts!




iWhisper: My lil sis texted me this .."miss ya like monkey miss bananas"... Wonder where she got it from.. haha! but it definitely made me :)

I miss her..and am also missing his presence.. yuhhhhhhhhhhhhhh..z..z..

over and out.

I CAN'T DO SHIT NOW BECAUSE ALL I CAN DO IS WAIT..

WAIT FOR SMS REPLY...

WAIT FOR MY CAR KEYS TO BE DONE..THEY KEPT STALLING (I NEED TO GIVE BACK THIS 'TOO MUCH' FOR ME CAR THAT I BORROWED..I HAD NO CHOICE BUT TO LAP MIEN AND TOOK REAL GUTS TO EVEN ASK....YES, I BORROWED FROM MY EX WHO HAS 2 CARS)

WAIT FOR MY BOSS TO BE BACK FROM SANDAKAN THEN I CAN BE FREE TO TAKE MY OFF DAY..WHICH'S ON FRIDAY!!

EVERYTHING ON HOLD ( ATM CARD, DRIVING LICENSE) BECAUSE I CAN'T START DOING ANYTHING WITHOUT THE ID REPORT OR THE TEMPORARY ID.

ALL THAT IS DONE SINCE I LOST MY BAG IS A FUCKING POLICE REPORT!!! THAT'S IT!! BECAUSE I CAN'T LEAVE WORK FOR A DAY AND I CAN'T DO MUCH BECAUSE I AM JUST TOO DAMN UNLUCKY!!

DAMN SIAAA!!!!! CHI BAIII!!!!!!

:'( ...

AFTER ALL THIS I DESERVE A FUCKIN GOOD TIME MAN! I DON'T GIVE A FLYING FCUK, AFTERALL, LIFE IS ALL YIN AND YANG, HIGHS AND LOWS, BLACK OR WHITE..

ON A BRIGHTER NOTE, NAH..THIS I SHALL KEEP IT TO MASELF. SHh...

Why I've been blogging it's because I got nothing else to do here but to sit and wait lah..

..coz he gives a damn

So..?

What else you wanna throw at me, Life?

Bring it on lah, I ok je.. as if lah am not used to being susah kan. Dahlah I decided to take it easy today, then come again another joke. Not enough? Is that all you have? Mari bah kalau berani. I may sound crazy on how am takin this sooo hardly and y'all may be damn scared with my caci maki but if you guys were in ma shoes, u WILL understand my frustration. Ima remind myself this is just a small matter over and over again.. Lie to yourself if you have to. It works sometimes. Keep tellin urself that everything's okay when you're not feelin okay. Believe in your friends when they say that after all this, things will be all good after the storm. It happens, I guess it is time to feel da heat since life has been cool enough. Fair enough I guess.




z...z.....fair..enough..
I guess me bein excited about May is makin' April look bad.









Deeper Conversation (Yuna) video by ma bro Adam K. He's in the video. Recorded on a camera phone he said. Always a big fan of his work. He kicks ass big time. Dood... we gotta do sumthing together man. Wtf. Cant wait okk..

The artsy fartsy's R us, to be is to see. So can you see what I see? -me.

'I miss your presence..'

...probably the only person who uses the word presence so far..

ASS :)

yes, i miss your presence too lah bugger..

hora.

To those who checked out Breeze Issue 15 and you're face did not appear on the club scene sections. No worries. You might appear in the next issue. And FYI, am not the one who chose the pix to be in the mag. I'd email it to the board and they do the thing. =P I do get people telling me that they did not appear .... :( !!

But I try to make sure ya beautiful peeps to be in the mag aight? Hugsss!! Thanks for the smiles.. :)



The two travelling pigs XD.. xx

So what, I'm still a Rockstar

April is MEAN.

Yes it is.




The weatherman told me that there's a storm coming up because the world is acting up.
Should we do something about it?

I'll take the 1st step by cooking instant noodles now. Mi Sedaap with the double aa in it coz i just think they're trying to exaggerate how sedaaaaaap it is. Cheap stuff but good enough to fill me coz hell, i've just been made broke in one night and have no access to my car which THANK GOD I left it at ma editor's place and THANK GOD I had my handphone with me. Yea, ma bag got stolen by a very fuckin' nice person. (insert sarcasm). Sympathy is the last thing I need coz I just wanna get all things done ASAP coz my job NEEDS me to suck their c**k and they have no time for all this emergency shit. Especially coming from me because I'm the most outstanding staff in KK. (non flattering way).


iWhispers: In ma next life, ima make sure i'm musically involved in this world. Damn right! i have a heart for music but don't know where to show the love so I dance, sing and support.


Now where the hell is ma friend (1st option..who ended up not being able to come, the second one saved me!) who is supposed to take me to tha cops! Not that I like the cops around here..but they're the 1st things to do to starting fresh!

10 days

Yea man, it's been 10 days..April has been quiet.

krikik.. krikik**

So, I had a really good rest last night. I was supposed to join the crew on a night out but exhaustion got the best of me and I fell asleep at around 12.30am. Was chatting with a friend and I guess I just got knocked out on the bed without saying gbye or whatever. Z..z... snores.

But, i guess it's all good as I'll be out and about again tonight. WAHEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!! :D Full on energy and yea maybe the same cycle the next day =P. What the fcuk.


This is what usually happens to si editor when we're out hunting club scene photos. Hah!!



:)..the second week. Get busy on the streets. Smile fo me when ya see me!

njoy..Kaki King is still ma number one. Love ya. XD

Playin' with Maya

I know, I know .. i love that photo in ma header XD! Hahahaha..thanks to Ak. Huzaireen who took awesome shots during the Breeze 1st Anniversary Party at Djunction. I don't even remember lah until tagged in photos in facebook. And yea this is currently ma profile pic too. =P

whateva!! iLike..so wat. :D

Wee!

Why Maya? Well, Lil' Maya is named by ma homie and it means love.



So how's things in NZ buddy ;)? I catcha soon. x





Have a GOOD FRIDAY tomorrow aiiiiight! XD

So bite me.

Why are these people afraid of me? It's not like I'd eat them. It's not like I am the boss? It's not like I have a say?

So why beat around the bushes?

Then leave tell tale signs that are so obvious and spiteful? Is that your trade in this world of Sony Ericsson(KK)? Is that how you want people to stay and work here? Is that how you motivate your crew?

Marvelously marvelous ex-cel-lent-o!!

Okay, fine.. let's just say I haven't been great in terms of sales for the past 2 months. It's ma first time in this department ok and the 1st few months when I was the only who came in for work and had that leap of faith to step in when 2 girls did not show up (coz the offer was peanuts and a huge joke..seriously, KK people and especially someone like me, wouldn't think that the offer was worth it but hell, I gave it a go anyways, thought I'd do this damn company a favour)..so anyways, well when I started I glorified maself in sales. Gettin' more than what I should get was great. My KK based boss was a buddy to me.. although he can really be a pain in de arse (I'm not the only one who thinks so.. many people can testify to that including a few customers). Unfortunately down the road, things started to act up and yea, old habits die hard. Muh bad~ (heee~)

Life wasn't easy.

Left, right and centre there were so many things to attend to coz life is not a bed of roses for me. So it took a toll on me and affected the job I have. And as what my gut feelin ghas been telling me, things are goin to that direction as expected and as felt.

I just hate it when it's been proven right... that gut feeling :(. And the fact that somehow, when I expected something..or more like I accidentally expected because I have stopped expecting in life long ago because it hurts. Seriously. No big deal.. I prefer it that way. So much better! anyways, yeah when I expect something and then it backfired, I would always regret it because I'll be like..

"wtf! Told you not to allow yourself to expect anymore kan..buuudu!"

So, thing about me is, I can pick maself up again in a jiff because I think I can no longer dwell on a bad thing for more than a day or two. Nor do I think about it or want to.

What's the use? Life is short. Shit happens lah. So? What can we do to stop it from happening?

Then, I'll just remind maself that hey, this is what you call the pain, the shit and the misery..all part of being human being with a heart. Then when you feel better, it stops no? In no time, you'll be smiling again wat.. it's normal man. When you're hurt, you know you're still alive. When you're happy you know that you're still alive and much blessed.

When you're pist because someone has stepped on your tail.. then you have balls!

Come what may this life may bring, I will go through it til my last breath,
Come what may this table may bring, I will eat it til my last breath,
Come what may what the wind may blow, I will breathe it in with my last breath,
Come what may the things you say, I will sing to you in a million chords til my last breath,
Come what may this life's a bitch, I will celebrate it..til my last breath,
Come what may when karma is game, I will play with you til my last breath,
Come what may when the war begins, I will fight with you til my last drop of blood..

...and yea, last breath..=P pffffrtrttt...


well the last part got a lil skidded hey coz I want the word blood to be in.


There, I've shared lil dirt now. After work, ima go and get a lil rich or die tryin. Then, ima go and take a few shots with Maya coz spendin time with my love and people from out of work, rocks. Can't this font go any bigger?

ROCCCCKKKKKKSSSSS!!!!

A fat lil chubby middle finger goes out to ma chicken shit authorities for givin us late gaji, no epf all this while and unprofessionalism and for makin us look like morons in front of our customers who don't give a shit about what you like to make a fool out of us on..UNNECESSARILY. We know you're doin' it fo fun and to LOOK like a boss.

THERE!!!

=)

=)... same kan??






i know, senseless post. HAH!!

Wanna give a shout out to ma frens from Brunei..whatsuuuuuppppppp!

aight, have a nice day!